[Kotyara]

finally, i must say, i'm finding it odd reading up on all this. intellectually, i feel as if i'm on the verge of a breakthrough. but i still feel both powerless and disconnected. so i have the tought, "it'd be a pity to fade and die in lack, with a cosmic sea of energy right in front of my face".

don't know but i think i speak for many with that line.

vithar, i have to tell you that you definitely speak for me when you say the above. i sometimes feel that i am so close to a "breakthrough" that i actually feel an adrenalin rush! (or maybe it's a chakra boost!) but i'm not there yet.....and frequently have that same disconnected feeling you refer to.

when i feel that i'm not moving forward and gaining insight with my meditation, i tend to be undisciplined about making time every day for it. i guess we just have to keep on keeping on, not ever giving up to slip back into complacency.

love and light to all,
nancy