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hi

my name is jane, i live in west yorkshire, england and i have just joined this group. i'm well aware of 2012, the deception that is going on in the world and am actually beginning to feel some home that thigs may be going to improve bbefore too long, which is saying something for me! the american presidential candidate ron paul is making me feel more positive about things for one! i have also been watching and listening to david wilcock's tapes on you tube (not heard it all yet but nearly) ovet the past couple of days. i had already heard of him some time ago but never heard him speak before. he seems a genuine and good person.

i have a horrible, horrible problem that no one seems to be able to "hear" when i tell them about it. this is something i've got used to over the p[ast few years to the extent where i could very easily believe that this is all a dream and other "people" don't really exist - not a healthy attitude to take but i have felt very trapped and isolated, watching terrible things going on and whatever i've tried to do having no effect whatsoever!

this problem is that i feel like i have some kind of blockage in my head / neck / whole being really. i don't even know if blockage is the correct description. it is almost like someone cracked open my skull or something and poured loads of thick glue into me. if i am anyway near anything sharp edged it kind of cults into me and it is like the "glue" is like a think yolk and i want to pull it outwardss from me and break it open! but it always just snaps back again, feeling tighter and more stuck then ever! i am sure this must actually be somehow connected with the pineal gland in my head and gradually started coming on whjen i started doing a form of yoga years ago and felt something move at the base of my spine. however, i am sure it cannot be meant to feel like this and just go on like this year after year after year! i also have odd secretions when i go to the loo (sorry about this but i am giving as much info as i can in the hope that someone can help!) which are definately connected with this.

i do have curvature of the spine but i am 52 and was born with this condition and never used to feel this blockage (or whatever it is) until the yoga thing. it makes it impossible to meditate or even just sit and really relax - sometimes it feels much worse than others. i want to speculate that it make be some implant put there in alantis which i had forgotten about and then came to light again - i'm not sure if this is a load of cobblers but it is worth considering!

please, please, if anyone can help send me a priovate message or just respond to this thread. i may be coming over as rather self obsessed but this is a really pain and i need to do what i can to get rid of it now. i can see that most people around me seem to be living in a false reality (going along with bush, brown, the phony war on terror and oter things. it worries me when basically good people get carried along with all this. i feel i should be doing something to help. i also have some "evidence" that i know whom i was in a past live and it was someone who knew they would be back here now and about how important this time is. but if so all this has been to very little avail up to now!!

hlep please!

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jane p

moderator:jane sounds like she might have a yeast allergy or a gluten allergy, but others might like to add their thoughts on this]