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**allachakb** · 12-26-2007, 11:24 AM

hi

first of all, thank you for all taking the time out (especially over christmas!) to read and respond to my post. i would not have normally have just barged in like that - but as i'm sure you can all appreciate, this thing has been driving me mad (on and off, it varies) for years and years! i'm not sure if i explained it as well as i might have done, but it is so difficult to explain! i have certainly never been to the doctor about it and wouldn't mention anything about an implant to them! it is not "physical" as such - but the sensation it gives me is physical. at the moment it feels like my head is one of those rubber head things that used to be desk toys (?) some years ago - you could push one side into the middle - so it feels like someone has pushed the right-hand side of my head into the middle! so i feel clogged up and like i want to put my hand in and pull it out again and shake it free - but i can't do this!

the good thing (and i'm not sure if this is my imagination yet) is it does seem to have felt like it is being stretched a bit since i wrote on here! last time i described it as like a yolk - but imagine more egg white - you know how thick it is but like you could stretch it out - a bit like that - but i want to pull it right out and away from me!

the frustration i've felt has been in taking in about what horrendous, insane weapons we have currently on this planet and the terrible things they can do to people with thme, also the fact they tend to stick around for billions of years (ie depleted uranium) having terrible effects upon human beings. i've seen it like being stuck in a virus and despite having vigured out what's going on, still being stuck in it and not being able to do anything to change things!

anyway, my aim is to start this new year in a more positive frame of mind! whilst the "people" in charge of things at the moment are so terrible to me they are also becoming less and less "real" - so absurd that they are laughable! i think a lot of the damage must stem from giving all your power over to a "leader" whom you assume "knows best" what to do!

anyway, i am going to have a good look around the forum now and see what other discussions are going on. if anyone has any more ideas what this thing might be with me - please let me know!

happy new year to you all!

12-26-2007, 11:24 AM	#7
allachakb Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 500 Senior Member	hi first of all, thank you for all taking the time out (especially over christmas!) to read and respond to my post. i would not have normally have just barged in like that - but as i'm sure you can all appreciate, this thing has been driving me mad (on and off, it varies) for years and years! i'm not sure if i explained it as well as i might have done, but it is so difficult to explain! i have certainly never been to the doctor about it and wouldn't mention anything about an implant to them! it is not "physical" as such - but the sensation it gives me is physical. at the moment it feels like my head is one of those rubber head things that used to be desk toys (?) some years ago - you could push one side into the middle - so it feels like someone has pushed the right-hand side of my head into the middle! so i feel clogged up and like i want to put my hand in and pull it out again and shake it free - but i can't do this! the good thing (and i'm not sure if this is my imagination yet) is it does seem to have felt like it is being stretched a bit since i wrote on here! last time i described it as like a yolk - but imagine more egg white - you know how thick it is but like you could stretch it out - a bit like that - but i want to pull it right out and away from me! the frustration i've felt has been in taking in about what horrendous, insane weapons we have currently on this planet and the terrible things they can do to people with thme, also the fact they tend to stick around for billions of years (ie depleted uranium) having terrible effects upon human beings. i've seen it like being stuck in a virus and despite having vigured out what's going on, still being stuck in it and not being able to do anything to change things! anyway, my aim is to start this new year in a more positive frame of mind! whilst the "people" in charge of things at the moment are so terrible to me they are also becoming less and less "real" - so absurd that they are laughable! i think a lot of the damage must stem from giving all your power over to a "leader" whom you assume "knows best" what to do! anyway, i am going to have a good look around the forum now and see what other discussions are going on. if anyone has any more ideas what this thing might be with me - please let me know! happy new year to you all!
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