[antilt]

i came on here to "tinker" as i'm having a sleepless night. i tried praying about my problems, as usual, but i find it hard "connecting" to god/ the source....like i could for a while when i was a faithful little child.

now, i understand the importance about healing ourselves so we can heal others. i believe that love is profound and could heal the world.

but there is just so much i don't understand.

like why must life be so confusing.

i'm so confused. and i'm scared.


everything i love turns into disillusion.


all the while,
all i long for is oneness.
just pure, infinite oneness, joy and bliss.........


does that make any sense?