[Seisyvose]

*sigh* i had a long post started but as i got to the 5th paragraph i realized it would take pages to relay my thoughts. here's the abridged version.

let me simply stress that it is the attitude and feeling with which this knowledge is addressed which characterizes the experience. many conspiratorial writings mean well but by their very nature of confronting darkness, can inspire feelings of fear and hate.

by my best understanding, fear and hate are in opposition to love and/or are the lack thereof. the feeling of love is nearly unique in both the beautiful nature of its expression and the gravity it has on our feelings. those who are purportedly involved in the conspiracies being addressed, by all accounts, seem to want to control people for their own gains. they do this by implanting fears in others. and they do it because they are afraid of the possibility that people cannot be controlled and these "conspirers" would therefor be unable to get "ahead." (which to them, perhaps, makes them feel some semblance of bastardized love.)

the motive for creating fear, therefor, is their own fear of the ones they wish to control. this i tried to express by citing philosophically profound song lyrics.

the process of controlling with fear is simple. if someone is afraid of something it's very unlikely they will stare it down, lest it consume them. this is animal in nature. so you run or hide. and if they know you'll run and hide away from the thing that they create as a fear, then they have control over where you're likely to go. this is sort of like blowing leaves off your lawn with a leaf blower if you've every seen/done such a thing.

but they're afraid of people expressing love -- the feeling not the typically associated practices. one who feels love is potentially strengthened to a degree where their connection to love has prevented them from feeling fear. their loving connection to infinity, to creator, to whatever you want to call it, emboldens them and keeps them from feeling fear. furthermore, true love is uncontrollable. you can find subtle ways to make people fall in love with things (a fickle expression) and lead them by this process, but this is not how i mean the word (by the way consumerism is all about this process, but it's a bastardization of love, like addiction to heroine is a bastardization of feeling good).

so a populace connected to the feeling of love -- as i've referred to as "being light" -- is not susceptible to the whims of fear and control -- what i've referred to as "darkness". it's funny really. they're afraid of us feeling love so naturally they try to make us afraid of them. when you think about it this way it's really pretty childish.

the thing is, the "revealing" of these dark secrets has every potential to inspire fear -- to a profound extent. and i've felt it on occasion before i catch it, and catch myself, and remember: there is nothing to fear.

here's the best part... by helping these spurious people feel true love -- by helping them achieve their connection to whatever you want to call it -- you're curing their addiction to the very substance which inspires them to act so spuriously! remember "love thy enemy" ?? think about it.

all i ask is that people try to remember these points when educating themselves about the conspiratorial materials. understand the process by which you would feel fear, and subvert it. reveal it instead with light -- with love. and in this illumination be able to be free.

-charles