[Drysnyaty]

i get really bummed out when i read good material from another source only to come to the next paragraph and have this source telling me information from channelled sources such as the loo is invalid, etc. (as was the case in the link i perused this morning). a real bummer. i mean, gimme a break, who cares where the ideas came from, just that we can all agree upon the same basic things. again, "words that are self-aware".


art

i do too, art, i've seen so much of this kind of thing in the world.

forgive me, i'm going to take another trip into my past. as a teenager, i dallied with a certain 'science/religion' which is now quite popular with some hollywood movie stars. a core teaching was that only they offered a chance of escape from a dwindling, chaotic prison-universe in which we are all devolving, not evolving, and their founder claimed to be the first being ever to have found a way out. this was something i was not supposed to find out yet, being a 'newbie', but i was there more as an investigator, and that's just what i did.

for years after i left, i was contacted by certain members, telling me i was doomed without them!

this was a place where you were free to think what you wanted, so long as what you wanted to think was what they wanted you to think.

but you know, art, there are people who cling truly, madly, deeply to this kind of thing, and as much as we feel we would like for them to break free of such encumbrances, they hear or see nothing else. they often are meeting some catalyst, true to their own needs, and this may be the best way for them to gain on the spiritual path.

on the other hand, there are those who may be so involved, yet are in need of a firm, helping hand up and out of a situation which is no longer valuable to them. and here, the call for help will be audible to discerning ears.

i guess what i'm trying to say (and sometimes it's hard for me to cut to the chase) is that there are always people who need these kinds of things, and that's why these things exist. as distasteful as these things may be to you or me, they are necessary for our collective becoming.

there are those who will not or cannot resonate with the law of one philosophy, for example, because there may be other things that they need to experience [first]. some of us need to have that angry, vengeful punishing god to appease, fear and worship. it's not that they are deluded, per se.

it's just what offers them the most direct experiencing available for dealing with their own shadow issues; and as such, offers something of vital value, something indispensible.

the first book i ever read on things metaphysical was 'edgar cayce on atlantis'. i remember it on my father's bookshelf from my infancy. throughout all of my life's journeys, the cayce story was always there for me, its core message resonating as truth, its wisdom always shining like a beacon, serving as a template of personal truth against which to measure all else i encountered and studied.

now, here i find myself at the threshold of the law of one. i now know that all my journeys, all my dalliances, and so on have led me here to this latest stage of my own becoming. every stage so far has left me with another bit of wisdom to fit into the puzzle.

and the most amazing thing is that when i looked at all the pieces and put together what i had so far, it looked a lot like the law of one, and david's life story and works. and that's when i found this website!

it was during a period of much personal disillusion, a dark night of the soul. i had returned to my first 'love', edgar cayce, looking for grounding, and 'googled' edgar cayce on the internet. wham...david wilcock!

after all these years, i feel that this is what i was seeking, knowing it to be out there, somewhere, as i felt it to be within me. i wanted to find that which was in me -- mirrored out there, in the hearts and minds of others.

now, i've had this feeling before, so i have no illusions that the seeking has ended. i still have much to learn about myself, and a lot of growing up to do! there's little absolute knowable truth here in 3d (besides love and taxes ), just working facsimiles.

i have learned so much from communing with all of you good people here on david's forums, and to thoughtful, caring folk like you, art, and you, david, i will forever be grateful.

yours in service, mark