[alenbarbaf]

hi ameliejolie...

you wrote:
i would like to "pull myself out of it" if i knew how. but what it comes down to is i just don't know how to...
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an option...that is free...and works...if it is worked !

metabolism adjustment, spirit adjustment, alignment to love and life and
wonderful results unique to each of us as each of us is unique.

when a personal solar meditation program is initiated and set in motion and
a time commitment is made and held...the spirits will hold you and transform you in a beautiful and personal way. more and more are becoming re-aware and re-awakened and are interacting with the sun (and the moon) as never before.

if you google "solarhealing" and go to the site and click on "sungazing" and then click on "process" you will get to a safe and sound method for starting your meditation.

if you simply want to lighten up everything in your life...become more conscious of the sun daily...interact with it...take reflection of the light off of the water at your favorite stream or pond or lake while embracing all of the love around you : ) there is no need to wear sunglasses unless you have damaged/weak eyes(probably 1/2 % of the population)...if you slowly wean yourself of of sun shades and take the light in with your eyes "raw" it will help re-awaken that natural enhancing relationship.

david wilcock's 7-11-7 reading also speaks of/ mentions this.

http://www.divinecosmos.com/2007-7-11.mp3