[Anaedilla]

hello! my name is danielle. i found david not too long ago and it has changed my life!! i have a question that maybe someone knows something about. forums confuse me, so i hope i am posting in the right place. okay, bear with me. i know this sounds delusional, but, life is stranger than fiction, right? i have been plagued with all of the usual things i have been reading about here, and places like it. such as, a strange longing for other worlds, severe isolation, like no one gets me, and feeling that in ways i am ahead of my time but in other ways i can't seem to put one foot in front of the other. when i was 3 years old i actually fantasized about the characters on star trek being my family, and starred up at the stars every night with not just longing, but a sense of joy. basically, i've been a nutty professor type my whole life, born to a nutty professor type dad, with pointed ears no less! now, i know that it does not really matter where we are from, because we are all from the same place originally, but here's my question coming up. i have done past life regressions and i get lives from here, and other places. one was so vivid and detailed that i could not have come up with it if i had tried to write it in a book. has anyone heard of a being like this- 7 or 8 feet tall, long blondish hair that feels like horse hair, boney features, long fingers, and a face that has high boney skeletal cheek bones, sharp teeth maybe, and deep eyes with sharp pointed eyebrows? am i nuts? it was just so real and it haunts me. in the regression, i was walking on a desert landscape, wearing a brown robe, and i was depressed and sad, which is a theme in my life now. i was not eveil, just looked scary as hell. i have had others, but none so dramatic. gosh, i hope i'm not doing karma for being a self-serving e.t. in a past life. it sure would make sense though, as hard as my life has been. yikes. thank you very much for listening!!! much love!!!