[illilmicy]

hi everyone. danielle, you are definitely not alone in your experiences and feelings.

throughout my life, 99% of my dreams have been lucid. i sometimes try to direct things that are going on, but usually i am more passive: just observing and going with the flow, but aware that i am dreaming.

anyway, i recall a dream in my childhood where i was with a group of beings who looked a lot like the ones you described in your past life regression. i cannot remember all the specific details of their appearance, except that they were not attractive, to put it nicely. i remember a distinct "longness" to them: very tall, with features and body parts, well, elongated! we were wearing light brown robes and walking in a desert with a few very odd looking trees, with very crazy swirling branches. the overall feeling was of sadness, or even of being banished. we weren't out for a happy-go-lucky stroll; we had to move to survive. even now as i think of this dream, i remember while "in the dream" thinking that i was "someplace else", ie. not earth.

i believe this was for me a glimpse into a past life. not only did it seem to occur "somewhere else", but that it happened long ago. even at a young age (4-6 yrs. old ???) it struck me as way out of the ordinary; now, approx. 30 yrs. later the imagery is still very vivid. in my opinion, no one is "nuts" for having these types of experiences. i hope i am not being too personal or self-important, but my prayers of healing go out to you, cdspencer71, pointy-eared professor type.

by the way, i was once talking with a good friend and found she would not pay attention no matter what i said or how i said it. some time afterwards, she told me that on that night i turned into worf whenever she looked at me!

lots of love and light,
doug