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i'll share that in a pm to chris i said "any wisdom he had to share was obscured by his other posts", or something along those lines.

its very unfortunate to see someone who has alot of good things to say, but came across as "all about me", etc. in addition, chris mentioned that he had sent more delusional posts that weren't approved, which can only make on wonder. accordingly, i'd have to say the last straw was "going against the law of one".

the cryptic "you don't know me" was the turning point in my "support" of aaron's writings. i guess at this time i'd like to publicly apologize to ewhaz for my reply in this thread - while not an issue of right or wrong, you were able to perceive this "trouble" before others. i certainly was humbled as this situation played out.

while no psychiatrist, i'd have to agree with the "diagnosis". btw, being someone who traditionally suffers from the season change, sad, could this be the trigger for aaron's behavior?

aaron, if you are reading this, please take a moment to sit back and reflect.

as david so eloquently put it in another thread,


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yet it is obvious from your own pain and sense of purpose about what you're doing that you don't see how it looks to the more balanced members of this forum.
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no one is asking you to be a positive or negative force on this forum.
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there is nothing at stake.
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nothing needs to be done on this forum.
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we are seeking ... only team players.
... i remember someone else saying "no one needs to be taught anything on this forum". while its true we all share experiences, interpretations, opinions, etc., the truth is purely subjective and can only be perceived from within. i've always thought that "the truth" cannot be communicated through words alone, so any effort to describe it were futile. there are fundamental "truths" to which we all "suscribe" - these are the objective statements we've all gathered throughout our journey and freely share here.

david and chris's words reinforce that this forum is a community for learning, a place for sharing, but not forcing one's "truths". i believe each member has a contribution to our collective learning as we nuture this budding social memory complex.

aaron, i hope you get the help you need and channel the emotions of "this event" into positive energy, a chance to refine your approach to sharing your insights with others. while there may be some beautiful truths in your words, they won't be "heard" in the way you "spoke" them...

i've found that in serving others, i was and am not the focus - if anything, i'm transparent... my service rarely incorporates discussing the "things i've learned" with people outside the dc forum. most of the people who we serve will have no idea what we're talking about. with that said, we serve by example.

in the times to come, our "message" of hope will have to be gently shared with those willing. any one person exhibiting behavior of a "wild-eyed prophet" will damage our cause of raising humanity. no single person will usher in the new dawn, it is a collective effort, one that i'm personally proud to be a part of - with all of you blessed members of this dc forum, and like minded folks throughout the universe.

all is one.

art