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art--thanks so much for providing your own example. you had me going, "yeh, yep, uh-huh, totally with ya there..." all the way through your post. grin.

with my most recent "walk on the dark side" i got to thinking that the term "lightworker" to describe this journey we're on was tripping me up. i was trying to be too "spiritual."

my human part was saying, "hey--those thoughts and feelings have caused a whole lot of pain and suffering in the past. don't think them, don't feel them. that's no way to be!"

that moment of denial/avoidance began immediate construction of a looming mountain that originated out of a simple little molehill energy thought stopped mid-flow. instead of simply allowing it to flow through and be released--i had stopped it and manifested it more painful to me than it ever had to be. it could have been a simple breath in and breath out.

meanwhile, my spirit/divine/god-self was saying, "but honey--that is a way to be! one of a plethora of possibilities. simply that--no judgment. how does it feel and what thoughts are you thinking? thanks for letting me experience it wholly/holy. you know, that's why i gave myself the physical human body--to experience all that i am."

so, today i'm thinking of calling myself "the integrator" (this with the super-human comic hero stance with hands on hips, chest out).

have a great day, art and everyone! thanks again, art--it's a joy to have another person confirm the same idea with their own story of experience.

love,
penny