[MackBranon]

just the other night i was sitting at work thinking about this a little bit. one thing that i think about is sometimes how disappointed i am in my progress. i wonder about the opportunities i've missed, the discipline i've failed to manifest and the progress i've failed to show. i thought about it for a long while and came to the conclusion that i judge myself when i do that. i see what i've failed to do and focus on that rather than the good i have managed.

i realized that i need to be patient with myself because these things will take time. in the infinite scope of things we can be given as long as we need. i knew i needed to forgive myself for my perceived failures and move on. all is as it should be and i'm perfect just the way i am. i have my own issues to deal with in my own time and when the harvest is ripe i will grow into my own great stories, and those stories will part of the one at some point. i have not lost anything, but gained understanding of myself and my path and for that i am happy.

to be love, one must learn to love himself so he can love others.
blessed be.