[yahyynzer]

my brother has gotten me into reading more and more on this lovely info that's provided here. i have a very open mind and am very much willing to take in this information as guidance for my future decisions. however, i have a very new life with me. i just had a baby a year ago and it is a bit overwhelming and scary to think if all of this is true will i be carrying on a life in 4-5 years without her? my hardest thing to deal with is that, do we loose then what we've gained in love and memories and they become just that... memories? or does your family that has the love in their heart get to move on to the "new earth" as well? i've sent this past weekend reading here and there throughout many different sights that are david's words, but i have yet to run across as to what happens to your current life. does anyone know about this? or any suggestions that if this is not really known how to over come the fact of being scared. i do look forward to having a "better" life as we evolve, but i can't stand the fact that i will loose what i've gained. please help!