[orgagsUpsepsy]

i don't know if it would be appropriate for me to list what is going on...

kinawe -

i apologize for my short response earlier - afterward, your sentence here kept creeping in my mind...

anyone can go to the forum rules, or simply read around to find out's whats inappropriate for this forum. however, simply put, listing your issues is, in my opinion, very appropriate - we're here to help each other. i find that the simple act of speaking them out loud (or in this case, writing them down), brings alot of clarity - clears the fog and lets you see the lesson at hand. i can understand some hesitation in posting your personal situations; trust me, it takes alot of courage to do so. but, this is a safe place for learning and for healing. in addition, someone may be able to offer a perspective on things for you...

with that said, its up to you whether or not you want to "air your dirty laundry"... either way, its ok. i once feared doing this, but afterwards, felt so much better just getting it out. readers of your post have the free will to read through it or not, so please don't think you'd be doing anything inappropriate by communicating your situation...

again, best of luck my friend. hang in there - you are not alone in experiencing the craziness that all of us are going through. and, asking for help is a sign that you are ready to confront the situations at hand...

art