[andreas]

i am only 22 years old, but since i was 18 i have been suffering from a lot of depression....before i awakened i kind of like being ignorant....i was ignorant, but still a good person.....now it seems like all my dreams are over...i sit here in the same circle and nothing is happening i ask for help and it never came, no signs anything. i guess i will just keep on with my life and abandon all my dreams get a job and be an average joe. i was a good person in life, but bad karma all surrounds me for some reason....i start to realize if this ascension stuff will even make a difference.it has offered hope and has helped me through some bad days, but time is now and my dreams are dewindling...i'm only getting older. i thought by maybe seeing 11:11 and 12:34 and i have had scychorties