[Drysnyaty]

note to 'understanding'...i can tell you honestly, my friend, that we have all been in the same place. i can sympathize and say it's a universal 'malady'.

often, outer issues of a negative, depressing or dispiriting nature are indicative that some of the ways we are conducting our lives run at a tangent to what our higher self is asking us to pursue. although we may ask for guidance till we're blue in the face and still feel if our pleas fall on deaf ears, that call for guidance and help is always heard, and aid is always available, if we can learn how to listen for it.

i have found that when i go to bed at night, if i ask for a dream to illustrate for me what i need to hear, i may dream about some really weird stuff that seems to have little to do with anything. but if i stick to it and ask again on subsequent nights, i find the dreams may change but there's something at the root of it that stays the same.

you may have already noticed in your life some weird dream-themes that recur for you, sometimes for years. but if you get in the habit of asking your higher self to help you when you prepare to dream, you may find this process intensifying.


now you may find you don't like the things you're seeing. but if you understand that the dark side of yourself needs to be brought up into the light and looked at and understood, forgiven and accepted, you may find you are being pointed at things you least suspected you had issues with, and need to pass through in order to unblock your route to a higher sense of lightness of being.

in knowing what you're going through, as all of us go through a dark night of the soul from time to time, i would suggest digging a little deeper, and would also suggest finding the readings of q'uo for an inspirational boost to your process.

be patient and diligent, and i'm sure you'll find things starting to move for you!

i shall send love.:d

mark