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dear andromeda111 ( i love the 111 and the galaxy that is meant to be with us one day)
i am sparked with interest to hear you mention self love and acceptance . i struggle with self love. the insight i have found for myself is that i have to acknowledge i "judge myself". i unlove myself for any number of reasons. i am not to judge myself this way for any thing that i have done wrong or think is wrong or good.
this is challenging to me because i identify with the judgements of others and join them in it when i am not suppose to this. you can image the pain and destruction i level to myself! how can i love myself if i am continually judging myself or allowe judgement of myself?
i pray not to do this, if i did it to a friend i would soon loose them. image if i focused on the good things in me and encouraged every step, how happy i would be , how exciting would be my living , loving and giving! ah but i obcess on my failing and hurt myself more! thank you for talking about self love and acceptance it is such a beautiful topic to encourage being in love, accepting with our selves so we can love and accept others. it is a personal lesson given through trials or the hard school of expereintial learning. i teach developmentally delayed learners and when i know their difficulties , acknowledge them and honor them then i am able to accept them and help thme maybe learn . i must learn first to accept them .
thank you for your heart and search for heart.