[yespkorg]

penny:

your post reminds me of how i feel when i am in resistance to something. and the ego is a mighty thing to try to resist. bad ego! imagine where would we be without the ego?

when i am in resistance, the push that i receive through emotional or physical pain is pretty strong, sometimes very "in my face". when it gets like that, my attention is definitely there, ready to discover what that energy is all about. i used to get so p.o.'d at all the challenges/catalysts until i discovered (for me) that it was just spirit getting my attention to let me know that i was a bit off track for where i wanted to be or what i wanted to accomplish. then with a little introspective time and meditation, i could laugh it all off, say hello to that which i resisted and get on with life. it types out much faster than it occurs - obviously - but i am still amazed and grateful that i no longer have to suffer, run to doctors, go into depression, etc for weeks or months at a time. ah, this is so much easier!!!

we are truly blessed!

shelly