[usacomm]

hi jblouir, i am sorry to hear about the trouble you are having. if i were in your shoes i would try hypnosis. i have read about people having unexplained anxieties, fears and phobias that they have found resolution for in their past lives. with your background in meditation it would probably be very easy for a good hypnotherapist to put you in a deep enough trance for you to find the root of the problem. all meditation is is a highly focused state of meditation in which you can bypass your conscious ego and communicate directly with your higher self. if you pm me i could give you a couple really good books on this subject. good luck, you will find your way.