[HenriRow]

hey dihlon,
i just wanted to say that in no way are you alone in these feelings - i find myself even alienated from family and friends i have known for most of my 35 years here. i feel that alienation because more and more it is difficult for me to stomach the greed and lack of repect for fellow man/woman i am surrounded by each day , and though i know that we are all learning , it is difficult to stand by and watch so many being taken for granted by the folks who do not see what they do to others. i try not to judge , and only speak my mind / interfere with what is going on when i feel it is absolutely necessary , but it is hard to know where to draw that line. what works for me is to see all others as the creator , and to realize that we all are on this journey , and that everyone learns their lessons on their own schedule. i , like you , am naturally gregarious (my parents named me correctly , it seems) , but for me the most difficult part is to not "stop the actions that harm others that i observe others do " , not so much feeling left out of social situations , etc - it is as if i actually don't even want to attend the vast majority of these social events , because of my evolutionary steps , as small as they might be at times , and that is because of the difficulty i have in what i observe selves do to other selves......
anyway , i hope this helps , and keep in mind - we all are one. all we can do is remember that we are not to try to change others , just love all as best we can , allow , and be strong and true to who we are!