i've noticed a disconnect from the old social activities as well--some i even chose to no longer be a part of. i just quit trying to mold myself to fit into a suit i thought was the only one i could wear in order to be accepted by those around me. yes! i've discovered this, too! i've also noticed a real lack of enthusiasm toward the things that most people find important and desirable in our culture. perhaps i have also disconnected also and that's what others pickup unconsciously and therefore i'm just not considered as someone of interest along those lines. reflections of self through the eyes of others. you're definitely there for a purpose and i think the more you see it as the gift it is that you gave yourself, the more people (one by one, because that's when it feels safe to share) you will find seeking out your loving, compassionate, authentic company. you'll be reflecting their magnificence back to them--most likely, you already are. thanks for bringing this up--it can feel kind of lonely out there for awhile, can't it! penny