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its possible that as people energetically develope, they grow more sensitive in some ways or another - where things that they did before no longer work well. for example, i can remember a time when very little was going on in my life, it was quiet - though my blood was boiling. (this was before i was interested in correlating astrological transits.) i thought back upon what action i might have done that may have fostered that state and the thing that came to mind was some meat that i ate...felt as if it was loaded with fear hormones - as if by eating that meat i embodied the cow who gave its life and experienced its terror of standing in line for the cattle prods. so after that i became more careful about what i ate, went to a meat subordinant diet - which likely promoted even greater sensitivity. after years of this i figured out that soy protien wasn't enough, started to take egg white protien instead which seems to sustain me better, (couldn't tolerate whey, made my kidneys ache.) another thing i became more careful with is the emotions that my writings might precipitate in others - because i feel those emotions. writing to groups can be like playing with an emotionally reflective amplifier - the bigger and more energetic the group, the louder the reflections can be. it can be a challenge to distinguish so many things, the diet, the transits, the reflections. meditation can act like a reference state to come back to in the work of discerning what's going on - and with it there's chance that the intuition is heard in a way things become more clear and self apparent.