[MegaJIT]

hey all

i went to catholic schools when i was growing up and i had to do quite a bit of "going it alone." i came to believe in reincarnation the very moment i heard of the concept. it made so much more sense than the "one and done" theory. after that it has been nothing but a long tough road.

i was so young and yet i craved knowledge and understanding. more importantly i wanted to know the truth whatever that might be. i was not interested in cultural traditions or what people want or are "willing to believe." truth is not constrained by our habits or where we were born or any other such thing. truth is what it is. events are not strange or wacky or normal. events are. one has to be very conscious of the lens we see the world thru and such adjectives just make those lenses cause more distortion. in such a process then it is very important to be fully conscious of one's prejudices. we must know ourselves or we get nowhere.

as you can imagine such a philosopy made me a stranger even to my own family. particularly in the last 10 years(im 30) after i moved away from my best friend it has been tremendously hard to find someone, anyone that i can truly talk to openly of my ideas and beliefs. finding this website was truly like finding a home away from home. its such a relief to see others discuss these matters without any prodding from me.

as carla defines it we are all wanderers. whether we came from another planet or are native to this one we have all awakened from the slumber and are no longer fully at home in this vibration. we cannot be. this world is for those that do not yet have enough desire and determination to break thru the illusion. we live here on earth and yet we might as well be living in an entirely different planet. our perspective is so different. i salute you all!

javier