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Old 12-04-2007, 05:32 PM   #19
LSDDSL

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whether we came from another planet or are native to this one we have all awakened from the slumber and are no longer fully at home in this vibration. we cannot be. this world is for those that do not yet have enough desire and determination to break thru the illusion. we live here on earth and yet we might as well be living in an entirely different planet. our perspective is so different.
you know, i find that this quality of recognition at the categorical nature of really being an ontological misfit really helps my mental health.... i really appreciate now why scott mandelker went through the trouble to get a doctorate in psychology: and how as a result, he can validate in contemporary psychological language exactly this quality of felt displacement about being in the world.

this to me is an example of right use of the mind: in holding before me this concept of being "from elsewhere", i allow it to resonate against my felt sense of truth. having done so for nearly 20 years now, nothing else i've compared my own existential feelings of displacement with even come close to resonating as strongly as what you're saying here, javier. nada. it's just too damn obvious now how true this is for me, especially given my own dream-encounters with e.t.'s.

but, i've got to say: if i hadn't come across, first, the ra material, and second, david's, and then scott's, translation of ra's message in regards to the real life-consequences of showing up here as a wanderer, i'd probably still be wandering asleep before the root cause of my own cosmic isolation.

i can't appreciate enough in this case how a mental concept really can unlock one's deeper, precognitive being in a way that meditation by itself does not quite touch. no amount of infinite bliss has given me this quality of self-understanding and existential freedom. i consider this an essential matter of self-discernment that goes a long way to my being able to drop decades' worth of unnecessary anxiety associated with wondering who i really am.

i know i don't belong here, and i'm not crazy.

you just don't find that message in the self-help section of barnes & noble these days.


peace.

chris
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