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Spontaneous, Wide Awake, Involuntary Projection
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02-26-2011, 04:09 AM
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ClaudeMarkus
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I'm also trying to find others who have had a similar experience. For many years, I've been all over looking for someone, anyone who can share my experience.
My experience happened while I was driving home one summer afternoon. I was a teenager then who was just enjoying the sunny day with the windows rolled down. I was happy when this event occurred.
Without any warning, I was teleported into the emotion, which felt like the eternal energy of Peace(a dandelion yellow area) which is the culmination of Love and Joy. I was without body, but my consciousness and soul existed for I was able to "see", feel and eventually think. Peace radiated through me (feeding me) with such force that I was scared wittless at first by its magnitude and purity. I was at the "mercy" of Peace which felt like a drug for I was unable to reason or deflect it. I could only feel for my thoughts felt sluggish as if it was coming into me so fast that I couldn't keep up with it and it took awhile to get the hang of being "nourished" by it. It was like my mind/soul was glued in place. Overwhelming it was for it fed me as it passed through me and it went on and on. Time does not exist there, but I tried to measure it in terms of the length of fear I felt, then it was the realization that this place was my true home, then I began to struggle against it as my thinking power returned and almost felt like a prisoner in a state of ecstasy, then I saw a montage of my life flash in my consciosness without emotional attachment to my experiences, then I worried about my body and was sent down through many planes/layers of what I don't know for the fall was fast. And my consciousness was screaming "Nooooooooooo!" until I was back in my body, at the very place in time and space where I left.
For quite some time I've been trying to figure out where I was and why I was there. What does the experience mean in terms of my soul, especially back in Earthbound reality? I'll tell you the reasons I worried about my body because A) I couldn't sense or "see" anyone else B)the feeling of Peace was initially unyielding almost like I was being force fed and strongholded in place C) I left my body in my running vehicle up on top of some railroad tracks.
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