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Old 11-19-2009, 11:09 PM   #3
mireOpekrhype

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Wow, that's very interesting.
There are many possibilities about what's going on- from a self aspect that is actually protecting you (they're not always nice or sweet) to a 'true' dweller, who wants to prevent you, and other related things.
Did this start happening when you consciously put out the intention to go to the past (that is, this one mission)?
A few things come to mind, but first of all, I would do a little prayer and shielding and set out the intention to do what is in your best interest, and ask a guide or Higher Self (or guardian angel, whatever you believe in) to take you to where it's best for you to go, and then leave it up to them to decide.

In the past I've had a similar problem (not in the form of a dweller, but in the form of barriers and confusion), and when I stopped trying to direct myself and asked for help I was taken exactly to where I wanted to be, so that's all I got as ideas go, (for now.)
Yes, this is when he started to appear. I always came to a conclusion that he doesn't want me to see or do something but I don't know if his motives are good or not. My mother was always much stronger then I was since she taught me about it all which is why I was trying to reach her but I'm not sure if that is even possible. To reach out for help like that.

I do have a set goal in mind and I can't seem to accomplish it unless I remain set on my goals. Like I won't be able to travel long distances or walk through walls. A few nights a go I did get pretty far. I walked through my wall and landed on my front yard. Went back to Sept 8, 1991 which I even verified funny enough with a newspaper I found on the front stoop. Then I asked (which is usually how I get places) to be brought to my mother and I got pretty close (it brought me back to the town I grew up in) but then he appeared. I ignored him and tried to walk to my old house but he mixed everything up. Landmarks in a blink of an eye switched places and I couldn't get my heading.

I started getting scared and asked to be brought someplace safe and I found myself standing by a swingset at a park from when I was little and I remember seeing someone swinging. I couldn't see their face but I felt like it was me just much younger. Before I could investigate I was thrown tumbling in the darkness(the wind felt so real) before landing on my bed with a heavy thud.

I'll try praying before bed, maybe it'll help. It was good to actually talk about it. I feel like this thing is why me all the time now.
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