Well it all started when I went into my mothers room one night to get something during the night. I looked out the window and all of sudden as if I entered a mirror my vision "flipped" I seen the red numbers on the alarm clock shift. Edit: I took a 2 mile walk the next morning while is was fairly humid out. I over exerted myself I think, which leads to the next part. I went to treatment the next day because I started getting delusions. I was malnourished and somewhat dehydrated. And now im diagnosed with schizo-effective disorder, depression, and psychosis. They put me on Zyprexa and Abilify. But I think I've just transcended. I was fasting without really knowing it. I was sleeping 12 hours a day and up 12 hours or so a night, eating only 1-3 small meals in between the time I was awake and when I would go to bed I also viewed the movie "The Secret" prior to this and was studying the laws of attraction. I've been trying to stay positive ever since and I've been attracting what I want into my life fairly easily I just found a college that's PERFECT for me. And also possibly a soul mate, but that's yet to be known. All in all, what are some audio files that I could listen to to further enhance this ability.