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Old 04-10-2009, 01:09 AM   #6
Brutton

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Heh, I've gotten my ADD a lot more under control, though it still comes into play at times. I think the actual major catalyst on this one was that I recently had someone violate a lot of boundaries and do a lot of internal damage in the attempt to "help" without explanation or consent... and I think I finally said "enough!" and blew through this issue in a few days as a way of taking my sovereignty back. Unfortunately, or fortunately, there's no better way to get me hyperfocused and productive than by pissing me off, which probably isn't the healthiest approach evar... but it is what it is, and it's effective if not pleasant.

Thanks for the kudos! I've actually kicked around the idea of offering some sort of e-class, though the details of what sort of material I'd offer and how it could be best presented haven't really coalesced for me yet. So, it's in the "possible future project" pile for now.

Anyway, visuals are still good, although there was a setback in that something unrelated shut down my heart chakra, which took my visual ability down with it. I was like "crap!", thinking it was another prematurely declared victory, but I fixed the heart stuff, raised some energy and the visuals got better again. So I'm getting that it may take a little while to get my system used to incorporating visual sensing, and stabilize everything, including finishing the recovery from the whole "unsolicited help" ordeal.

As for the original vision screen idea, I don't know if I'm going to do that if it turns out I don't have to, though it may come into play later as a way to further refine things and gain more control over the ability, don't know yet.
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