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True that. That's an interesting suggestion. I never thought that maybe my former ease happened in another body in a way. Maybe you're right. That or I just was more energetically charged (??) before, while now I'm a bit more steeped in the world. Got a lot going on now that I didnt before (engaged, applying to law schools, moved to a new city etc). I need to balance all that with my spiritual life. Or better yet infuse that with spirituality. Riiight??
Thanks for your help by the way Korpo.