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Old 05-30-2008, 07:00 AM   #1
Xodvbooj

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Oct 2005
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Default Astral surgery - trying to cure depression
Okay, so, I noticed that I had been feeling a LOT better lately, things didn't bother me as much. Sure bad things still happened, but it was like I could bounce back easier. I just seemed to have a more positive outlook. It was a marked enough change that I actually sat down and wrote out a list, trying to figure out what had changed so much in my life that I was feeling different: Was it this? Was it that? I decided it was to do with my confrontation with the fire I posed on here.

Then, LAST NIGHT, I caught them red handed. I felt them in my head stimulating my brain chemistry. It was clear they were focusing on the pleasure center, like the serotonin or something. I resisted at first and kept getting phrases that I knew were being planted in my head: "I should just go with it," "I should not be afraid." but I knew these sentences weren't coming from me.

Finally I let go and got such a shock wave through this center of the brain I was rattled quite out of my body and was laying next to myself. At first I thought there was another person in the bed with me. It was so totally overwhelming that I thought "Torture by orgasm," not that anything sexual was going on, mind you, I was not being stimulated sexually, but the enjoyment centers in my brain were going crazy. I didn't know what else to call it.

The second that phrase crossed my mind they stopped immediately. They were really freaked out I had likened it to some kind of sexual abuse. They backed off. It was then that I became conscious and realized what they were doing:

They, over there, have figured out we have this epidemic of mental health issues and depression for which we are taking drugs. Way too many drugs. They have started working on us.

Everything seems clearer and brighter. I am not totally fixed, far from it, but have given them permission to keep on working on me. I thanked them. And also I hope that maybe sometime I will be able to help others in this area by letting the surgeons work though me, as I have posted on that here before, they have told me that they can work through me to fix others.
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