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Thanks for the response.
I'm trying very hard to give myself more time for sleep and that helps I'm sure. My partner thinks I'm losing my mind lol. I want to share whats happening to me with him and he does not want to hear it. He tells me "I think you believe it's real." He says I'm becoming too preoccupied with fantasy and not paying enough attention to reality. That really frustrates me. If only he could experience this then he would understand that so much of what goes on in life is mundane and meaningless in the grand scheme of things.
I am a nurse and just recently had the opportunity to share some of my knowledge with a patient who was going thru extreme depression and anxiety. This woman had a near death experience, and says she fought very hard to return to her body. She was clinically dead and had to be brought back with a defibrillator. She felt terrified and was afraid to sleep or speak to anyone about the event. She believes that her NDE was a sign that she is going to die soon, and that she cheated death the first time but may not be able to a second. She never knew that a person who was not dead could also experience going thru the light. We spoke at length about the things I have seen and I'm happy to say she has a much brighter outlook now.
As for my test.... I know it was real and that is whats important. Now to get my better (sometimes worse) half to attempt to understand. I traveled the other night and went thru the floor and landed on him asleep on the couch. How I would have liked to pinch him.
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