[seervezex]

I don't use visualizations (much) to project, however, I have used them a little in my mind training. A lot of projectors have found that doing sufficiently complex visualizations is perhaps the fastest way to fall asleep. So, I've spent some time holding visualizations in my mind as a way to condition it to stay awake ... have you tried this? It's a lot harder than it sounds, and can be frustrating, but over time it is a worthwhile practice.