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Saturday 26th April, 2008

Woke naturally at 1.25am. Felt this was a bit early but decided to proceed anyway.

Changed beds. Began reading material I’d put on my desktop earlier without a lot of previewing. My eyes were dry and wanted to sleep. The material was some selections from a book available at Amazon. I didn’t consider it all that excellent or unique but the idea was to immerse my thought in OBEs. I skipped over the sections on negative entities, the last thing I wanted to do was to programme my mind to expect such things. Unfortunately, such a mindset was very much engrained in the other parts of the text I read.

This was annoying. I’d been calm and centred all day but now I was mildly apprehensive about the idea of a neg attaching and following me back through the “portal” I use. Even though the book advised on solutions, I’d have rather not considered these issues, especially as this is the room where I’ve encountered the “piggy backer” and the “tickling entity” in the past (not that either was particularly threatening or caused any further issues.)

I become aware that I’m close. I begin to float upward but I’m too impatient. I feel myself rushing things and using words to command myself up. My physical body tenses slightly in the effort to propel myself. Despite this, I do detach. I’m caught at the head though. I know instinctively that it won’t take much to release myself so I concentrate on rolling my head side to side and I do release.

Now I begin to think of negative entities. The creature that plagued me as a 5 year-old comes to mind. I struggle with my thoughts, commanding myself to stop before I manifest a thought form. This returns me to my body.

I’m optimistic that I have plenty of time to get out again but the opportunity fails to present. Subsequent dream recall is compromised. The experience reinforces the need for emotional control.