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I flew down into a large leather chair and sat/floated indian-style. I could sense that one of the women wanted me to sit in the blue plastic chair which was next to me, but I did not want to. She called out to me and asked me my name, which I did not feel like telling her for some reason. However I went to her and extended my hand and said, "Pleased to meet you". We shook hands, and I moved to the other woman and extended my hand, but she did not move. I thought to myself, she can't see me. At this the other woman replied "No, not yet". Something here freaked me out and I was instantly back in the physical. WHOA, that is cool, it sounds like you crashed a seance. i dont really ever feel like i could get into much trouble...ive always felt that we're protected there from getting into anything we cant handle. hope im right

MAN, so i wonder what my problem was in the RTZ, it actually has been a few years since ive projected there, so maybe it was an energy issue or something. And now i really want to see a sunrise.

SO, my first teleportation attempt in this experiment was at 4am this morning. In fact i didnt fall asleep until 4 but when i finally did, i quickly popped out into my sort of bedroom and immediately remembered my task. i closed my eyes and with much intent stated that i wanted to go to (destination) and that i wanted to see (person). i didnt say it out loud, i held it in my mind, but i repeated this a few times trying to add more feeling to it each time, and then i felt sudden acceleration. the motion persisted for a few moments, i continued to keep my eyes closed, and i tried to envision moving over ocean. my destination is actually 3792 miles away from me across the ocean. i also tried to visualize the place i was trying to get to, but ive never been there or seen pictures of it so that wasnt working for me.

i was still moving when i opened my eyes, and thats where things got weird. i found myself moving through this huge nebulous region of enormous grey clouds, i had no idea where i was, but i got spooked right away. i shut my eyes again and suffered an irrational fear of being swept up by a tornado, and i think that started to happen, but i freaked and lost the projection.

a few moments later i projected again and experienced the same result, although i was starting to get freaked out before i even opened my eyes. i got one more shot at this, and i dont really remember what happened, but i know it wasnt a success, and i ended up moving into an unconscious dream.

my observations so far:

1) i only used words to get to my destination, i didnt retain a visual of anything, this may have had an effect.
2) i think i had more than enough energy to have pulled this off if i knew what the hell i was doing (which actually surprises me because ive had my fair share of delicious pale ale over the past few weeks), otherwise i wouldnt have been able to project multiple times.
3) maybe i should try for a target that is a little closer first, one time when i teleported from the office i work in to my bedroom, i was carried, and there may be a clue here. of note also is the fact that i am very familiar with both environments.
4) i wonder if i confused the situation by trying to visualize moving over the ocean.
5) WHERE the devil was i when i opened my eyes?? ive never been to that place before. land of confusion ??

i appreciate all of the input ive received here so far, its really helping me to focus on this. lemme know if you have any further ideas

jennifer