[enrisaabsotte]

thanks !

he actually doesnt remember much, he said he recalls some kind of interaction with me but he cant be sure. if i can make it through this week with my mind intact, im going to start focusing on meeting him this saturday, so we'll see what happens after that. it kind of seems that it might require more than just wanting to meet someone..i dunno...the last time i tried to meet a person i was met with a HUGE amount of resistance, although part of me suspects that this was the result of forces at work with my best interest in mind...but who knows. too many unknown variables tough time to be a scientist