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I dont have anything to hide and it's certainly relevant to the experiment. we have been seeing each other for the past three weeks and we are extremely compatible and comfortable with each other, but its a very relaxed situation so im able to maintain my focus and devote time to my own endeavors. we are however growing close to each other, so im expecting that this will aid attempts at contact in the astral.

I feel the same way about the reading minds part, sometimes I feel like I walk alone in my own little world. It's so nice to come to a place like this where everything makes 'sense'! yeah, you know, i finally got to a point where i wasnt willing to settle anymore, i always find myself in relationships feeling completely alone and waiting for the other person to at least meet me halfway which is something theyre just not capable of, so everybody loses. needless to say this current situation is quite refreshing

btw thanks for the tip on that book, i hadnt run across this woman before (i tend to be a bit skeptical when it comes to the theosophists...) and i totally going to order the book you recommended as well as The Mystical Qabalah. my lucid activity is definitely increasing and i want to encourage it further. im guessing her books will inspire me...it seems she managed to figure some things out