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Old 04-14-2008, 02:45 AM   #25
Amomiamup

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When I was about 4-5 years old our female cat had born 3 really cute white-greyish striped kittens.
Someday I looked at them and suddenly got an extreme pleasure to hurt or make them suffer. Not knowing what overcame me there I surrendered to the feeling and chose to satisfie it.
So i grabbed one of them and just as I was about to use the stapler on the tail of one of the little kittens my spirit could prevent from doing it.

I believe it was the same demon that used to destroy the relationship between my mom and her boyfriend at that period of time and also made my mom extremely angry and hitting me etc.
I’m not a psychologist, even though I took several classes of it in collage, but I don’t think that was a daemon. It sounds more to me that you where doing what nearly every kid does in your situation. You wanted to staple that kittens tail because you wanted to vent your frustrations onto something and at the same time gain the attention of your parents who you say broke up then began abusing you. This reaction is normal and happens to countless people. It has nothing to do with evil outside forces. I get the feeling you decided to attribute this behavior to evil because in a way it makes it not your fault. Its called a victim mentality again a completely natural response. I could be wrong but it looks to me you have created in your mind an elaborate story involving evil entities and a "universal correction" to look forward to that will some day make everything better. If you didn’t come up with it yourself you may have adopted a story from some other source and held onto it in order to comfort yourself from the memory of past events feeding into this victim mentality.

Please don’t take this as an attack on you or your beliefs in any way Rocky. I just hade a strong intuitive feeling that this was the case in some way and by shedding some light on it I could possibly help you in some way. Forgive me if I’m wrong. I feel your avid attempt to warn people could do more harm than good and make it harder for those people who have come to this site for help in there attempts to OBE and astral project.

~Scott
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