Thread: Was I awake?
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Old 03-23-2008, 11:32 AM   #3
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Hi Stinkerbell.
A few things:
First, are you doing energy work? If not, they may help make your projections a bit more 'regular' if not 'predictable.' You'll still have widely varying experiences, but it may help.
One thing that happens when you start practicing a routine is that at some point your energy body needs to 'readjust' and you have 'dry spells'. I get them about twice a year, but it's more common in the beginning. I think after that initial 'big readjustment' you fall into some sort of pattern that is all yours (and cluster OBEs may be part of yours) which includes dry spells, and occasionally, a more 'collective readjustment event' happens, as AC has verified in my case, in which you find a large number of people finding themselves manifesting different things. For example, I was grounded for a number of months, but was having the weirdest dreams. When I verified that others were having similar problems, and identified elements in everybody's experiences, a pattern that was bigger than my own individual growth pattern arose.
So you may be going through any of the above.
Oooh, that's pretty interesting about 'collective readjustment events'! Fascinating to find that individual experiences can be part of big exterior patterns like that.... Wow.

But anyway, yeah, I have been doing some energy work. I bought the MAP cd set, and was doing the meditation and energy work sessions several times a week. I kind of got tired of the CDs after a while, and so now just do energy bouncing etc at night before going to sleep, without listening to any of the soundwave stuff. In my daily life I work as a sound engineer, and listen intensely to sound all day, and found it kind of exhausting to come home and listen to more stuff.... Prefer to meditate in silence, without headphones, otherwise it feels like work! But clearly I need to do more.

My opinion is that you didn't get far enough, and created the rest of the situation with your own energy body- the 'dweller' explanation.
Yeah, I can see how that makes sense. If so, that's the first time I've ever encountered a 'dweller' and it was actually quite friendly - slightly creepy and weird at first, but not really horrifying like some people experience. And once I got up close it was cute, and kind of like a cartoon.


It's possible that she was there in an unconscious projection, but I do tend to think that you created her as 'dweller' as I said before. You could tell her that you had the weirdest dream about her (and work the prayer into it) if you are comfortable with mentioning it. It's possible that your projection was unconscious enough that you actually projected to her and picked up something from her dreaming mind. But I tend to think that it was your dreaming mind that created it.
Again, if that was a 'dweller' it was a reasonably friendly version of it. Slightly creepy and off-putting, but not scary. Some people describe things that sound really terrifying, and I think an experience like that might put me off forever!

So I'm glad they're nice cartoon dog-turtles and ladies I work with....

I tend to think it was an OBE that turned into a dream.
Yeah, reckon you're right there!

Thanks for all your comments and insights.
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