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Experiencing one higher self is something that I find very interesting.
But is this something that should be done only If you are a seasoned OBE person.?

IMO one has nothing to do with the other. If you want to meet an objectified Higher Self, you have to project or phase or whatever. But tuning into your HS and just for some time be that bigger aspect of yourself instead of projecting it outside yourself is IMO very well attainable in meditation. Happened to me. I can recommend it.

I guess I´m a little afraid of loosing myself as a person.

The Chinese call this "Ru Ding", the fear of ego death. It can vary in strength and can happen to experienced meditators most strongly. It is one of the strongest fears a human being can have when fully experienced, because your ego tries to make you believe its existence equals your existence. Which is not the case. But because of this "simulation" you start to fear the end of ego existence, or dominance, would be the end of your existence. Which is not true. Part of you is mortal, and the ego is involved in that. Part of you is immortal, and will continue when this ego has lost its grip on you.

I had a dream a few nights, can´t remember what it was, but when I woke up, I felt that
the world was an illusion, that only I was real, everything in the world was created to fool me.
And If you were to figure out the truth, the simulation (the world), would end and my old life would cease to exist and I would be dead in a way...

There are people who believe that only as much Universe is created as we perceive. That each one of us lives in its own Universe bubble that interacts with others. That there is no shared physical Universe but myriads of mini-Universes influencing each other.

This may sound that I´m afraid of trying OBE, but I´m not, just might not ready for my higher self.

Your Higher Self is the aspect of you that is coordinating your incarnation here. It's been with you all this life and has tried its best to help you in what you try achieve here. I'd say there is no need to be afraid.

I remember I called to experience it in a dream but I got afraid and stopped the process.
What your experience with experiencing your higher self?

I remember myself doing things I thought not capable of or being wiser as I seem now. I can remember another me that selects futures and gives me hints on how to make them happen through signs. I remember being that me and this me at the same time. I remember understanding part of what it means to make a future. None of these experiences made me afraid. (And sometimes I'm just so very easy to scare... )

Take good care,
Oliver