Well, no, not exactly. I have asked for help, several times with varying results, but never directly for communion with higher-self. Baby steps for Jake... My fear/panic reflex is alive and well. experiences outside RTZ can go haywire, fear is still a dominant factor. I do experience many insights past RTZ, but i go slowly, because every time an entity or living (seemingly) intellegence approaches, I get very frightened, and or, confused. I would love to sit and 'interview' a higher representation of myself without fear. again baby steps...