[KeettyGlots]

Hey, glad to see we're back online. I'm up waiting for Santa. Here's a post I wrote while we were still down.

My father was recently murdered. As you can imagine this wrecked my energy body. I used my shamanic drumming CD to trance myself out and summonsed "The Surgeon" as I have come to call him.

He only shows up in times of severe emotional stress. He came with his assistant as usual. I don't know how to describe his assistant other than a "camera bird" whos job it is to record everything.

As usual the operation was like some kind of torture. He drilled through the top of my head at the crown chakra and down into my throat and other chakras. The whole time this was going on there was the sensation of being thrown and spun around the room. Someone else here posted about this sensation.

I usually avoid looking at him, but this time I did, only briefly. He was black, but not solid, you could see though him to a core. At his core he had a sort of serpent head brain, and a twisted DNA looking tube coming down like a spinal cord.

I tried to come out of my surgery a couple of times because it is hard to suffer though, but went back down again. At the end I was told they were going to erase my memory, because it was traumatic, but I told them no, I did not give permission for that, I wanted to remember.

They left and then I fell asleep. I felt much improved when I woke up.