Well, flyable6string, that's really sad...:'(... If it helps...I can relate, more than you know, to what you're saying. In the sense that you fall in love with somebody who you try to help but they won't let you, and then eventually end up hurting you, because they themselves are not able to love. You try and try to love them, but their hearts are stone. They then hurt you and hurt you, until your love turns into hate and disgust. Because you were used and emotionally worn out. BUT ANYWAYS! lol. Some people's lives are really messed up. That's really cool that you're a song writer and guitarist! Have you ever written any song I might know?????? Well...that explains why you saw that girl in the highway. lol. I'm sorry all of that happened. I'm sure it affected you greatly and will continue to affect you for the rest of your life, as my past experience has... Well, continue working on meditation and all that and PROJECT! lol WOOHOO! oh..and it seems you wrote the last paragraph twice throughout your response. Was that supposed to be a type of refrain, or did you do it for effect? lol. TAKE CARE! -Brian