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I dont meditate. But I can easily see through ppl. I can tell when there is something wrong with somebody. If they try to act happy, I can still see it. My entire 17 years of life have been observing people. That's why I'm considering becoming a psychologist. I like helping people and giving advice. I think I've experience far too much for somebody my age. It sucks, but it brings a lot of wisdom. I try to find the light in things, I guess. If something bad happens to me, I take it as a lesson in life. It's something that makes me sronger, wiser. I learn from it. I've learned to look to the future. I constantly think "soon I will be here" or "this will be better in a couple of days"...just stuff like that.

if you call meditation thinking a lot..then i guess i do meditate. I'm always thinking about things. everything. "Pulling away from negativity" is something I've been forced to do my entire life...since I was born. It's just something you learn to do overtime. Idk if i'm a good person..but I try to be.

lets see...I get angry and stressed pretty easily...but I make it go away...just calm yourself. I dont know...I grew up with a strict family. very strict.

shoot...i really dont know what to say...you can only learn to pull away from negativity if you learn from experience on how to do it. I guess i just dismiss it. Don't acknowledge. I'll tell myself things. affirmations. motivational speeches. all sorts of little things. I try to be happy. I laugh all of the time. its my way out...my way of hiding emotion. its not always good. sometimes i burst. there are days when i have to be in a bad mood. i think its the future that helps me most. i think of where ill be in 10 years..and i get happy. hopeful.

damn..i have no idea all the crap im writing. i could keep on typing for hours on all my philosophy on things. but i have to go memorize some things for school tomorrow. lol.

There aren't too many kids on this forum don't worry. I guess you'll consider me a kid...but that's life. I turn 18 in feb of '08. lol, yea, im young.

I AM GOING TO START MEDITATING THO. I think thats why i can't project. I need to learn how to meditate properly. Imagine the thinking I will be able to do once I enter that state of trance where my mind is clear and I can think more clearly. It'll be awesome. lol.

I'm glad we can relate with certain things. It's nice to know I'm not alone.

Tomorrow's a new day. Thank god.

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