[sasquatch999]

I dont see you as just a kid. I am old enough to be your father physically, but spiritually, I think you are much older than I am. I remember wanting to be a psychologist, but I didnt have the ability that you have to make my goal a reality. I would see more and more obstacles come in my way of getting to where I wanted to be. I let my surroundings change me, but a person like you would say, "I dont like my surroundings, I want to change it, then you would do just that, no matter what obstacles get in your way.
I love to be around people like yourself. My in laws are very wealthy people, and I love them almost as much as my birth family, because of their positive outlook on everything. Most successfull people have that personality.
Many good things happen for people who stay positive, dont ever give up on your goals, no matter what. You will have doors slam in your face, and it will increase after you are finished with school, you cant let them stay shut though, bust through them if you have to. I let myself get discouraged so many times in the past, (since I graduated school and even before graduation) that it caused me to become very negative. Im trying to learn what I have to do to release this negativity from myself. I was told that I have a dark spirit attached to me by a lady who knew nothing about me, so ive been experimenting with taking care of that.
You take care of yourself "old spirit" and best of luck to you in your future.