[Texdolley]

Okay! So, last night I was lieing on my bed listening to one of the MAP CDs (Conscious-Exit OBE Practice). I was working on my energy, doing everything that the guy instructed me to do. During the whole excercise, I was playing around with my energy body. The guy had said that when you're on the edge of projecting, try and roll out of your body. I wasn't on the edge, but I rolled over anyways. I could feel my energy body moving around, or "rolling over".

I continue doing enery and working on my breathing it gets to a point where the guy is saying you're walking down stairs, going down down down deeper deeper deeper. Well, I was doin all that, and my energy body starts to go a bit haywire. I get kind of frustrated and I think, "I just wanna be free."

All of a sudden, I can feel my torso (of my energy body) go upwards, like floating up. And I try to go with it. Then there's this sort of pressure all over my body. Like something is holding me down from projecting or getting out of my body. So the rising body feeling subsides and i try to work on my energy as I hear that guy talking to me telling me to go deeper deeper deeper.

Well, it comes to the part where he says imagine a rope and try to climb it. WTF. I have so much trouble doing that rope technique. I find it very hard to imagine my awareness amrs climbing that. I just can't do it. And the guy wasn't giving me time to focus, he just said climb climb climb blah blah blah. so i get pissed off and turn the damn ipod off.

Well, after all of this, I noticed that I was really really close. I dont know what to do. I can't figure out the rope technique. But I was ALMOST out...I think. Any suggestions or ideas?