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11-13-2007, 03:29 AM
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Logaleta
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Troubles
First off, I'm new, i've been reading on the subject for little over 5 months.. About 3 months ago i gained the courage to make an effort to actually do it, and not just read about it, a month after this, i purchased Astral Dynamics, Reading is great and fun, and i love hearing the story's i have read from other peoples 'Adventures' on the subject.... But i want to experience it myself, As i'm sure allot of you wanted when you first put your mind to the task. And thus leading to the part where i am currently at now.
Well here is where i am going to try and use the horrible tool call 'words'...
So lets get straight to the point...After i get into the Trace state, and start to Gather my energy's...i start to feel my chakra in my foot, giving it the sensation to twitch, this twitch slowly accumulates into almost my whole foot twitching, at different time, I then start to channel it up through my body, storing it near my stomach area. Slowly i can feel a girggle/bubbling in that general area...I have gotten past the odd sensation being felt, and start to focus my whole body into storing energy....I then feel this, strange 'aura' slowly wrap my whole body starting at the feet and working its way up, as if it is outlining my whole body. and i can feel my whole body almost pulsate... I then try my exit "Rope" and i start to feel the climb,
All of this goes on at the same time My whole body beings to shake, But its more like a convulseand i start to feel what seems like tension, so i try to relax(Should i be relaxing at this point, of going for the ride).....And the i start to hear nosies, not loud or annoying or scary, more like the sounds of a something softly cracking in the walls or general area around me"
, My head starts to feel like its spinning, the colors behind my eyelids are like a white flowing clouds with other assorted colors thrown in on the outsides........And i can start to 'see' the room around me, as if my astral head had popped out of my body to give a little peak around......And then i lose it....And my become aware that i am back in my body with nothing around me going on, So i try the swirl around the room to become aware of my astral body again, and slowly get the feel for it again.....And i keep trying this over and over, till eventually i give up due to becoming to induced with sleepiness, roll over and go to sleep....Now these arn't just 15 min attempts, i sit there and try for 2 sometimes 3 hours, being fully consious
Now each time i have encountered something thus far, i have gone to read about it and overcome it, and/or experience it the way it should be felt instead of just 'thinking' i'm feeling it......A huge step i had to overcome in early meditation attempts, since i suffer from Attention defect hyper activity disorder, and i lack focus, and easily get distract, But during meditations i have come to overcome my 'non-stop-thinking' mind and give it peace while i focus......
I feel as if i am sooo Close, but for some reason I cant get the last step, Any advise to help me would be greatly appreciated...
Sincerely,
Hakii
*Edit*
I should have also mentioned when i start moving my chakra i use my awarenesss hands to, i want to say poke, my secondary chakra's with a finger ti stimulate them
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