[Dertrioz]

I wonder why it is that one night I can have the most wonderful, uplifting experience in meditation & half-recalled inspiring lessons in the astral, then only a few night later, have a ghastly, low-level, positively pointless, semi-conscious trip to the office where, semi-aware, I struggled with simple tasks, printed out a series of blotchy "Xmas cards" from New Zealand in French (!) & woke up feeling awful. I really feel "unclean" & somehow "dragged down" - could this be a neg that I have picked up? Do others also have this sort of roller-coaster of high & low experiences? I often feel that I take one step forwards only to slide back twenty feet.. . .