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Hey Hey peoples how are we all?,

Im brand new at this OBE stuff and have only just been enlightened to the FACT that there is far more to this world than what can be seen with the physical eyes.

Over the past 2-3 months a friend from work and i have been learning and reading and listening to all info on OBE's that we can possibly get our hands on as many of you guys and gals would have done yourselves and last night was my first conscious one since the many spontaneous ones i had in my "dreams" as a child which i had really always put down to just dreams i guess but now see that they were much more than just dreams.. soooo here we go

Last night i did an hour long mediation like ive been doing for the past month and on and off for the 2 previous months, there were medium energy sensations as usual, so i finished up and then tried to go to sleep.

5 days prior to this i had finally talked myself into quitting the smoking of marijuana which i truly believed was holding my astral progression back and was developing bad habits (such as only being able to clear my mind if i had some), so because of this i was having some trouble getting to sleep.

an hour - an hour and a half passed and i was still awake i had been lying very still for some time and even playing around a bit more with my energy due to my partial insomnia. All of a sudden i got massive heavy waves and a huge falling sensation not only in the pit of my stomach but my whole body over and over that were 100 times more intense than any energy work i had ever done, i remembered to stay calm and i let this feeling engulf my whole self feeling myself float out of my body.

as i was floating out the first time i suddenly got pushed to the ground very fast by something and i felt myself being totally pinned like something was holding my arms legs head and torso to the floor with tremendous force i got scared and my OBE stopped and i returned to my body.

This is when it really got interesting.. as i returned to my body i felt myself project again almost the minute i returned to my body, feeling a massive amount of fear all around me (most probably the dweller on the threshold type thing) and with my eyes still being closed (because i though that as soon as i projected i would be able to see..) i thought back to what Robert had said about the fear subsiding the further away from your body you get, so i thought ok ill try this flying thing, so still being as blind as a bat i flew off as approx 45deg angle as fast as i could to get away from this fear.

The fear disappeared instantly and i found myself just floating still not moving at all but with no fear what so ever, so a began to ask myself why cant i see anything (could this be from smoking weed for so long that my minds eye may not have been developed enough?) so thinking i had ruined my projection and i was back in my body possibly i opened my "physical" eyes or what i thought to be my physical eyes to reveal the most beautiful view i have ever seen, during my flight away from my fear i had ended up in space and as i opened my eyes i saw thousands and thousands of different galaxies and stars of the most wondrous colours i could ever imagine... i was in awe with my body filling with love for everything, i was not moving anymore as i had stopped flying before i opened my eyes.

I gazed at this for only 5-10 seconds followed by flying in a lil 180 and then feeling myself back in my physical body...

I sat there for minutes in awe of what i had just experienced before messaging my friend about it and waking my girlfriend to tell her (both my friend and girlfriend have also been studying OBE's with successes similar to mine so i knew they would relate and more importantly believe what i had seen...)

sorry about this thengthy post peoples but i have to vent this experience with people who can encourage and maybe help explain some of the pieces of my first ever conscious OBE.

cheers for ya time guys and gals i look forward to talking, reading, meeting and travelling astrally with as many of you as i can over the course of my life.