[ExelePlavisseu]

I didn't put it in the PSD forum because I think this was either a dweller experience or a thoughtform, but I'll share some of it anyway.

Last night I read some of the latest Harry Potter to my son. I read the part about what happened to Snape and what Harry saw in the pensieve (don't want to spoil it to anyone, so am being vague on purpose.) Let's say that it was a dramatic section.
Then I went to sleep angry because my hubby was installing a computer in the office late at night and I was mad at him. 'Nuff said.

This morning I was dreaming there was an intruder in the room. The intruder, who I recognized and thought he shouldn't be there (doesn't live in the same state as me) walked in the room. I was paralyzed, and asked him what he was doing in my room. He came in and sat on top of me, one knee on my neck, mostly immobilizing me. At this point it was a dream. I tried to defend myself, so I looked for something to use to get him off me (he was very tall.) Let's just say that the attack went from forceful to sexual and I felt he was going to rape me. I started to try to scream but my voice made no sound, as he had one knee on my throat, and he was kneeling on me. I woke up, disturbed, and saw I was alone. I then realized it was a dream, so I started to fall asleep again. As I started to go out again, I could feel the paralysis enveloping me, slowly, from feet to my neck. As I went out, he came back. He came back in from the left, but this time I could see that he was not who I thought he was, then thought 'dweller' phenomenon. At this point of semilucidity I knew I was creating him, but at the same time couldn't stop him from coming. Now he looked like a very tall teenager with long, stringy black hair. He was at the minimum over 6'4" tall or more and very muscular. (Sorry, I don't know what that is in metric, but it is tall.) So I decided to take another tack, and it was to try to 'go' to him, since I thought at this point he was my projected double manifested as someone scary and big. As he got closer I felt a discernible, almost tactile feeling of fear, visceral, and not logical. I knew I was causing it, but it was almost like having a headache, in other words, you know it's in your head, but you can't make it go away, and you can't think straight because of it. So I started to try to scream when he sat next to me (on the right side) and started to hold me down. As he did this I decided to try to manifest a weapon. I manifested a fork or knife, and stabbed him. I could see no blood because he was dark- almost like there was a shadow over him. As I stabbed him with the only arm I had free (he had resumed his sitting-over-me position) and had me pinned down, his left knee on my neck, sitting on my torso, left hand holding my right hand- I stabbed him with my left hand. He dissappeared and I was upset that I had possibly attacked my own projectable double. With this thinking I woke up again, it was almost light out now, and I started to go out again. Once again, the same scenario. I start to become paralyzed, he comes in, sits on my right and this time I start to fight the paralysis, but this time I didn't want to attack him physically, I wanted to manifest light. Well, in my paralysis he started to throw a sandlike powder over my eyes, and when I saw him he looked uber-creepy- the same stringlike long hair, but now his face was really horror-movie scary, almost 'Linda Blair-Exorcist' ugly, looking more like a smiling corpse. I really tried to manifest light, but between the sand in my eyes, the fear effect and his appearance I couldn't concentrate, so I got really angry and even though I couldn't scream for help, I could yell at him to get out of my house-' he didn't have anyone's permission to be there', get out of my house, etc, and then I started performing my own kind of exorcism- then I woke up again. So this time I got up and sat in my recliner and attempted to project to see who this joker really was (if someone other than me.) Of course by then I was too awake and mad, and then it was time to get up.
I don't have to say that I did some countermeasures this morning after my nap, and plan to do more.
Jeezum Crow!