[Rufio]

New information on my spiders - they are adrenaline junkies.

When I have opened my eyes to spot them, it has always been at the scariest part of the dream when my heart is really pounding and I can hear my blood beating in my ears.

They have figured out what else has a adrenaline raising/heart pounding effect. These things are getting clever.

Last night I had a sexy-type dream of my favorite rock guitarist. As the excitement grew I open my eyes and boom- spider. I raised my hand to kill it ...but then ... damn it. I didn't want to.

I know these things are feeding off me but ... I really liked the dream. It was just such a good, perfect dream.

Now I'm not sure what to do.